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Wednesday, September 29, 2010

^^

Mr Joseph indeed a nice lecturer. He is a light-hearted person.

Mr Joy:standed up and walked toward zizi place.
Zizi: gave a pen to him intentionally with a smile.
Mr Joy: oh yeah~~Tq. hehe.u noe wat i wanted! hhehe....
Zizi : *smiling*
Mr Joy : you reali a..a.....hw do we called "prihatin" in English?
Me: *burst out laughing*.....
Zizi : haha, concern,sir.
Mr Joy: owh.~~

When Ah Seng was busy with his laptop.
Mr Joy : hai, hw are u? what r u doin? u look......*sincerely he put his hand on Seng's shoulders*
Seng : *shocked*...erm, fine sir *pity face*
Mr Joy :*continued talking to Seng*....asking questions randomly.
Mr Joy & Seng : bla...bla...bla....
All of sudden,
Mr Joy : r u one of the friends of LEE CHONG WEI?
Seng: *blur* ha? sir........
Mr Joy: ya, Lee Chong Wei.....d national badminton player.
Seng: *still blur*....(and i noe wat he was thinking at tat time)!@#$%^&
Mr Joy : hahahha
Seng : hehehehe *a little embarrassed*

So, I wonder one day, he comes and asks me: R u one of the friends of Super Junior?
Definitely!I will say:YES, SIR!! LMAO~~~

What if....

What if... Someone, Someday, Somewhere, shouts:
" SukChing arh~~Saranghae!" wat shud i do? reali, i dun noe wat to do..... haha~~~

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

It's Wednesday again...

Morning everyone...^^
hehe...
thx God, last nite,
eventhg i dun ave a well sleep,
however,
i feel better 2day~~~
blogging during class time....

Blogging...
Razky: .....(quietly approaches me )
Me:....
Razky: Kong, ave u done all d assgmt?
Me:........*devil smile*...
Razky: *lost his patient*....Dah kah blum?~
Me: nt yet!!
Razky: Then, wat cha doin rite nw?
Me:......
Razky: BLOGGING!!!!
Me:..........=P(hahahaha)

IMSOMNIA!!!

Anneong,
long time din update my blog.
hihi,
so busy wif the works,endless~~
and nw,
speechless n thoughtless...

reali cant do smthg meaningful dis few days...
felt lazy~~
lazy 2 do assgmt~~
lazy 2 walk,
lazy 2 talk,
lazy 2 cuk,
n even nw,
lazy 2 slip~~
so tat's y,sometime i ave 2 force myself 2 sleep!!
wat a pity~~!!
huh~~

erm,
anyway,
blogging at sleeping time is nt a wise decision,
so,
im gonna 2 slip nw,
hopefully,
tis time, i can sleep well,
and 2mlw, it's gonna be a wonderful day 4 everyone~~
nite all~~~^^
(p/s: since i ave ntg 2 do, i slept early 2day at 7pm n got wake up at 10p.m, after tat, sleepless~~)

Thursday, August 5, 2010

SUJU ADDICTION~~~

SUJU 4EVER~~
SUPER JUNIOR~~SARANGHEYO~~~



Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Here some more




CANON,FUJIFILM,OLYMPUS,SAMSUNG,SONY.......CAMERA!!!!




Canon,
Fujifilm
Olympus
Kodak

Samsung
Sony
Nikon Panasonic

What do you think about these? Mobile phone? Laptop? MP3? or.............All NOT FOR ME!!!
The only thing that IN MY MIND is CAMERA!!!

Fuiyo~~~
Camera,camera, my favorite when I am bored. I could not remember since when I so fascinated with CAMERA. To be frank, I do not even know what are the functions of a CAMERA! Well, that was long time ago.

Let's talk about my story with A CAMERA. Since I was young, I never approach with such thing. I did not take much photo during my childhood and even now my family were not that enthusiast with photo-shooting. We never purchase a camera even the film one,because for us it was too expensive last time and it was not necessary for us. So, that's why, I cant remember my baby-looked,even some occasional events such as birthday of Chinese New Year, We were not used to it. Because that, as my age become older and older, I started to have something different though on my family. THEY ARE CONSERVE ENOUGH!UNTIL THEY ARE NOT VERY KIN OF TAKING PHOTO OF THE FAMILY. ARE THEY TOO SHY OR THEY FEEL EMBARRASS WHEN TAKING A PICTURE?

WELL, I have changed my mind after a few year later. My father and my uncle, even they look very MAN, however, they like to take pictures~~~I just realised it after my uncle had bought me a Sony Ericsoon branded hp which completed with 2MPixes camera.

I am NOT a photogenic HOWEVER, I like to take photo. Whether taking myself picture or others. I like it! Likely, some people w
ants a Camera because of its nice design and It recently becomes a fashion supplements. BUT FOR ME, there is not too much REASON on Why I need A CAMERA.

The only thing that I want to do with it is taking a snap shoot of every PRETTY NICE MOMENT IN MY LIFE. It is back to the main function of the camera. I will not do a lot of things with a camera EXCEPT PHOTO SHOOTING! I want to record every single beautiful time in my life, regardless WHERE I am and WHO I be with. FAMILY,FRIENDS,RELATIVES,EVEN A STRANGER! Maybe it is a consequences of my inexperience in photographic. So, I am so curious with that such of thing.

I want to explore this world. I want to expose myself more with this world and I WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT THIS WORLD
! Through pictures, we are not only look on the beautiful side but we will also unfold the imperfectness of our life.

I do like camera and taking picture very much in spite I did not own any one, due to my financial problems. (Hahaha......Bankr
upt already.) However, I plan to have my won camera in the next few year later, better as soon as possible since I have missed countless glorious and meaningful hours in my life "photo-album".

Here, I would like to share some nice photos which to
ok by my friends-MISS AILEEN MUJAN & MR ARI RAZKY. THUMBS UP, GUYS~~~~^^
(Some of them are original one and other I have edited it)

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Topic of the Day-The Purposal of UPSR&PMR Abolishment

The problem is not exams, it is with the education policies


THE recent proposal to abolish the UPSR and PMR examinations had created a heated public debate among Malaysians, who in general are against such a move. I too join in the chorus calling for the idea to be dropped. It would be irresponsible and unwise to abolish these exams which have been in place for many decades and served their purpose reasonably well.

Our education system may have become very exam-oriented but the cause is not the exams themselves. Many major changes to the education system are made abruptly without due debate and consideration. The folly of such decisions are then realised a little too late when the damage has already been done.

Tendency for education to become exam-oriented is a universal problem and is not just peculiar to us. Even advanced nations have gone through such problems, some even worse. They have not done away with exams but found alternate ways to overcome it to some extent.

Doing away with exams may be the easy way out, but it will only lead to greater repercussions which we will regret later.

Whether we like it or not, exams are necessary as there are no better means available to assess the capability of the student.

If we abolish exams, what are we going to use to gauge a student’s knowledge and capability for selection to enter universities and get scholarships? How are we going to set a national standard for all students to measure up?

Instead of abolishing existing exams, we should device ways to make the exams more “intelligent”, whereby they can be used to assess the overall ability, aptitude and capability in critical thinking, reasoning and maturity of thought.

Examinations should be tailored to evaluate these aspects instead of the usual “vomiting” out of memorized facts as it is being done now. There should be more stringent criteria for awarding As in examination.

It is deeply disturbing that the national education system has long been used as a political tool which is the main reason for the pathetic state it is in now. There seems to be no sense of purpose or direction with repeated changes to the education policies. It should be left to the officials in the Education Ministry, academia and teachers to run the system in a more professional manner without undue political interference.

Examinations are essential part of our education and they should be improved to prepare our students for the competitive global world and not be abolished for any reason. Sitting for an important exam like the SPM after going through school for 11 years without sitting for any major national examination would be like going for the World Cup finals withouttraining.

DR CHRIS ANTHONY,

Experts fear long oil effect on marine life, food chain

18 July 2010, WASHINGTON — Scientists studying the massive BP oil spill fear a decades-long, “cascading” effect on marine life that could lead to a shift in the overall biological network in the Gulf of Mexico.

With some 400 species estimated to be at risk — from the tiniest oil-eating bacteria to shrimp and crabs, endangered sea turtles, brown pelicans and sperm whales — experts say the impact of oil and chemical dispersants on the food chain has already begun, and could grow exponentially.

“A major environmental experiment is underway,” Ron Kendall, director of the Institute of Environmental and Human Health at Texas Tech University, told AFP.

“We are already impacting the base of the food chain,” he said, including plankton, which provide crucial food for fish, and juvenile shrimp in intertidal marshes along the Gulf Coast.

Kendall, whose institute is studying tissue samples from live and dead Gulf fish to analyze the spill’s impact, helped study effects of the 1989 Exxon Valdez oil disaster on wildlife in Alaska’s Prince William Sound.

With the Exxon Valdez, a finite amount of oil poured into the sea — about one 17th of the low estimate of the oil that has gushed from a ruptured well into the Gulf — and rose to the surface to coat the shoreline.

“This is so much more complex, what we’re dealing with now,” he said, noting that the 1.84 million gallons (7.0 million liters) of chemical dispersants used to fight the spill has kept some of the oil from fouling shores, but created potentially drastic problems by breaking up the oil has into droplets that may never be recovered.

Dispersants, says Kendall, release aromatic hydrocarbons and allow small oil droplets to be consumed by marine life, potentially threatening the food supply for humans.

No contaminated Gulf fish or seafood has reached the market, according to experts, but authorities have closed some 35 percent of all fishing waters, threatening the livelihoods of thousands and putting the region’s multibillion-dollar seafood industry in peril.

Researchers have reportedly observed major die-offs of organisms such as pyrosomes, cucumber-shaped creatures that are favorite meals of endangered sea turtles, which have been dying by the hundreds.

Kendall acknowledged that species shifts are possible but added that “we’re at the early stages of documenting the scientific effects of what’s occurring.”

BP and the US government say they have found more than 2,600 dead birds, mammals and turtles, but Doug Inkley, a senior scientist at the National Wildlife Federation, warns that could be the tip of the iceberg.

Many dead fish and sharks sink, so their numbers may never be known.

Inkley pointed to ongoing studies which show oil is expected to have a large effect on plankton — and the animals that eat them.

“This could be an effect that will ripple all the way up the food chain,” he said.

He fears a delayed disaster, similar to when Prince William Sound’s Pacific herring population collapsed four years after the Exxon Valdez spill, likely because few of the herring that spawned in 1989 reached maturity.

Dozens of marine and bird species were beginning their breeding season in April when the Deepwater Horizon rig exploded and sank, setting off the huge spill.

“You could have a (population) crash later because of the failure of many of the young to survive this year,” said Inkley. “The impacts on wildlife I expect will last for years, if not decades.”

Congressman Ed Markey, chairman of a House subcommittee on energy and the environment, echoed the concerns in a letter to the Food and Drug Administration.

He said evidence showed “the marine food chain in the Gulf of Mexico has already been contaminated,” and pointed to researchers who recently uncovered oil droplets found inside crab larvae harvested from the Gulf.

“This finding is particularly disconcerting because these larvae are a source of food for numerous aquatic species and this is therefore the first sign that hydrocarbons have entered into the food web.”

Complicating the scenario, the Gulf will soon host millions of fowl on autumn and winter migrations.

“We’ll have a whole new wave of ducks and waterbirds that will be coming here and getting affected,” Kendall said. “Who knows what impact that will bring?”

WorldVision Malaysia


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Friday, July 16, 2010

Ancient species discovered in Barrier Reef depths


SYDNEY (AFP) – Australian scientists have discovered bizarre prehistoric sea life hundreds of metres below the Great Barrier Reef, in an unprecedented mission to document species under threat from ocean warming.

Ancient sharks, giant oil fish, swarms of crustaceans and a primitive shell-dwelling squid species called the Nautilus were among the astonishing life captured by remote controlled cameras at Osprey Reef.

Lead researcher Justin Marshall Thursday said his team had also found several unidentified fish species, including "prehistoric six-gilled sharks" using special low-light sensitive cameras which were custom designed to trawl the ocean floor, 1,400 metres (4,593 feet) below sea level.

"Some of the creatures that we've seen we were sort of expecting, some of them we weren't expecting, and some of them we haven't identified yet," said Marshall, from the University of Queensland.

"There was a shark that I really wasn't expecting, which was a false cat shark, which has a really odd dorsal fin."

The team used a tuna head on a stick to attract the creatures, which live beyond the reach of sunlight.

Marshall said the research had been made more urgent by recent oil spills affecting the world heritage-listed Great Barrier Reef, and the growing threat to its biodiversity by the warming and acidification of the world's oceans.

"One of the things that we're trying to do by looking at the life in the deep sea is discover what's there in the first place, before we wipe it out," Marshall told AFP.

"We simply do not know what life is down there, and our cameras can now record the behaviour and life in Australia's largest biosphere, the deep sea," he added.

Scientists have already warned that the 345,000-square kilometre (133,000-square mile) attraction is in serious jeopardy, as global warming and chemical runoff threaten to kill marine species and cause disease outbreaks.

Chinese coal ship Shen Neng 1 gouged a three-metre scar in the reef when it ran aground whilst attempting to take a short cut on April 3, leaking tonnes of oil into a famed nature sanctuary and breeding site.

About 200,000 litres of heavy fuel oil spewed into waters south of the reef last March when shipping containers full of fertiliser tumbled off the Hong Kong-flagged Pacific Adventurer during a cyclone, piercing its hull.

It was one of Australia's worst ever oil spills.

Marshall said the cameras would now be sent to the sludge-ridden Gulf of Mexico to monitor the effects of the oil spill there on marine life.

Monday, July 12, 2010

~Monday~

Today, was a totally exhausted day.I have never been in the class for such a long time. From 2p.m. to 5p.m. Huh.This was because we had LDV class with our lecturer for our persuasive speech presentation.

Honestly, before the speech had started, I felt nothing unless my anxious about my overdue story book. It is "Mustrated Classic Frankenstein". I could not remember when I had borrowed the book until I was given a letter and informed that I still "owe" to library. In the letter, they urge me to give back the book before August and penalty will be taken if I failed to do so. 

"HA?", that my respond was. I really couldnt remember anything about the book. Even I was quite familiar with the tittle of the book, but somehow, I was totally loss my memory about this. I had only a vague idea where I kept the book. However, my insticnt had told me that, I had already returned back the book to library. But, why they cant realize it?

I wondered are'nt their fault that they couldn't find the book that had been given back by the students? Im not tend to pinpoint to anyone but it sounds like it was POSSIBLE to happen. Like what had my friend did. He was same as me. But then, he went to library and did check the book whether already returned back or not. And at last, he found it, and certainly it was some things wrong with the library's management!So, he is saved from the "penalty".


How about me? I am still "in danger”. I haven't find the book yet. Probably, it in library. I AM HOPING THAT! Because I really do not want to scarify my allowance to pay for the book. It's damn expensive. Guess how much shall I pay for it? Near RM100!!!Oh GOSH!My allowance for 1 month is proximately will go by half!!!I DONT WANT!!!

Now, what I am looking for is the STORY BOOK. OH MY GOD, PLEASE HELP ME TO FIND OUT THE BOOK. GIVE ME SOME TIPS TO GET OUT THE PROBLEMS. AS I HAVE SAID BEFORE, I BELIEVE YOU ARE ALWAYS WITH ME.FOREVER AND EVER.
 

Saturday, July 10, 2010

MY LOVE

An empty street
An empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone and the rooms are getting smaller

I wonder how, I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together
And oh my love
I'm holding on forever
Reaching for a love that seem so far


So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again, my love
Overseas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again, my love

I try to read
I go to work
I'm laughing with my friends
But I can't stop to keep myself from thinking

I wonder how, I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together
And oh my love
I'm holding on forever
Reaching for a love that seem so far


To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from the heart
You're all I'm thinking of

I'm reaching for a love seem so far

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

~ A "SURPRISE" Before Holiday~ ^@^....

It was the holiday that I was waiting for. Even I was kinda of keener wanna went home, but I was the last-survival, who, stayed at damn bored hostel.

4 June 2010,
I couldn't really sleep well last night. Definitely not insomnia, but somehow, felt very strange and weird. I was the only girl, (PPSMP
batch), remained. Not to say that I was scared but I admitted that I was not brave enough to stay alone in a room as well as sleeping on my own in a dark condition. I had turned on the lamp for the whole night,until next morning. It should be a nice time for you to sleep and "paid" back for the night time sleep. However, "accident" often come to you without giving your any signs.

5 June 2010,
Finally, I could have my sleep. B
ut, what the H**L??!!!!
Someone was knocking my door when I was indulging with my sleeping time.
Quickly, I woke up and opened the door. I wiped my two sleepy eyes. Guest who was standing in front me???
Our resident college supervisor. I looked at her and she starred at me. A minute later, she talked. She asked me why Im staying here? I explained to her. And finally, she spoke again, "Oh no! You cant stay here.You should move out since Friday."

Then, as a natural response. I had tried to c
onvince her to let me stay there for one more night. But everything is laws. Ha?Law and Rules AGAIN!!!!?????What the heck man!!!!!Haiya, get Chinese proverb says: Law is dead but human is life. Why should we need to obey such rules and regulations??????!!!!! I definitely dont like it man.

I begged her but useless. Then, with full of dissapointment, I immediately called my roomate who is residented at Penampang. I requested her whether I can stay at her house 4 one nite or not? I am glad that I get a roomate like her. She is kinda kind.

Then, that night, I went to her house by bus and stay her house.

6 June 2010

The day that I was looking for. That evening, my roomate and her family sent me to KKIA. The time was 7.15p.m, ready for check-in.

7.30p.m : Flight Departure. (From KK-SIBU)


9:00p.m : Safely landed at SIBU AIRPORT

10:15 p.m : Successfully reached MY BELOVED HOME~~~~^^ HOme SwEEt HOmE~~~WEE~~

*Here, i wpuld like to take this oppurtunity to show my biggest gratitude to my lovely roomate,MONTEL MIAOW MIAOW~~~
*Due to the air traffic problem and poor whether, the time for landing was prolonged. It supposed landed at 8:45p.m. HEhe

Monday, May 31, 2010

最后,
终于,
好累哦。。。

这几天呆在宿舍的,
无聊透顶啊~~
幸好有我的“宝贝”陪我,
要不然,
真的闷到~~~
发霉了。。。。

今天呢,我发现好多我之前不懂得东西哦。。
就是部落格的。。
本来还以为,
很好弄,
怎么知道,
我这个阿呆瓜,
搞了老半天。。。

不过,
辛苦归辛苦啦。。
看到自己的“宝宝”出生,
真的好幸福哦。。
虽然,
不是很好看,
但是,
我很开心哦。。

毕竟,
这是我第一次,
弄这么多东东。。
是自己一个人哦。。。

其实,
我是看了我学妹的部落格,
觉得很棒,
所以,
我就试试看。。
成果。。
还不错嘛。。哈哈。。。

虽然算不上很美,
可是我会在努力打扮“她”的。。

哈哈哈。。。
那大家敬请期待咯。。。。

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Hello, Im back. It has been a long time for me not to write in English, well. What to do? Im more prefer to write in Chinese rather than English.

Anyway, I would like to express my feeling and share among my friends..

TODAY CONCLUSION!!!

MAKING A BLOG= EASY MA
DESIGNING BLOG=WHAT DE~~~VERY TIRING LEH.....

Almost get crazy decorating my blog. It seems to be easy but it does not easy as it looks!!!
I spent my half day to do it.

EDIT,HTML,CODE,PREVIEW,SAVE
EDIT,HTML,CODE,PREVIEW,SAVE
EDIT,HTML,CODE,PREVIEW,SAVE
EDIT,HTML,CODE,PREVIEW,SAVE

repeating the process.
At last,
I managed to get it..
Nevertheless,
I do not like the background design,
it only can consider OKAY nia...

Huh~~~
Well, I will not give up until the last minute.....
Hahahaha....

That's all...

(p/s:sorry for not using appropriate English Language.Sorryx4 )

a BIT sOT Sot De~~~~:P


Tuesday, May 25, 2010


有时候

我真的觉得好寂寞

虽然你什麽都没说

只是紧紧的抱着我

却轻轻对我说

我只是 普通的朋友

爱的感觉不同

付出的爱没有结果

想不透

我知道自己没有错

爱你的心忘了上锁

傻傻让爱变成一种折磨

你对我一点不在乎

我还是爱的不认输

对你的爱我选择了让步

被放逐在寒冷的边际

去学习暧昧不清不是甜蜜

不再理所谓的不公平

静静的离去


轻轻的闭上眼睛


Saturday, May 8, 2010

I LOVE HER.......


明天就是母亲节了。

此时此刻·,
我想念我妈妈,
更想念我祖母。。

我不知道为什么,
可能是因为,
是她照顾了我这么久,当我妈妈不在我身边
是她当我妈妈。。。

记得有一次,
我生了一场大病,
住院。。。
她为了我,一直担心
她哭了。。
因为她不能去看望我。。

每一年的母亲节都是和她度过的,
但是今年,
她不在了。。。
她,默默地离开了,
不留一句话。。。

特别想她。。
真的。。。
想到都哭了。。。。

习惯叫她“啊婆”。。

如果可以,
我想写一封信给她,
虽然她不会看字,
但是我还是想把我想说的写下来。

啊婆,

您在另外一个世界过得好吗? 希望您一切都安好。 您知道吗?虽然, 您不在我们身边已经有好一阵子了, 但是我无时无刻都在思念您。 想起我们一起度过的时光。

怀念您的日子,
那些唠唠叨叨的日子,
想念您煮的料理,
虽然我一直嫌弃您煮的不好吃,
但是,
我喜欢。。

没有您的日子,
家里很安静。
猫猫也是,
很少瞄了。。

从我妈妈离开我们的那一年起,
每一年的母亲接都是和您庆祝的。
我以为·,我能够帮您庆祝每一年的母亲节,
永远的。。。
只是,
一切都来得突然,
就在去年,您走了。。
今年的母亲节,
您来不及庆祝。。

没有您的母亲节,
很孤单,寂寞。。。
当然,
那段想念您的心情,变得更加强烈了。。

请允许我喊您一声“妈妈”
您就像我妈妈一样,
照顾着我,保护着我,
教了我很多人生的道理。。
您教导我,
做人要顺其自然,不能强求。。
只要开心就好。。。。

最后,
我想跟您说
“啊婆,母亲节快乐”
愿您在另外一个世界
过的无忧无虑,开心。。
希望您听得到。。。。

孙女
素菁上。

Friday, April 30, 2010

TerIma KasIH CinTa
UntUK SEgAlANYA
Kau BerIkAN lAGI KesemPATan itu
Tak AkAN TERulaNG LaGI
SEmuA..
KesALAHaNku
YanG
TElah
MenyaKITtimu..........................


AFGHAN.............

Wednesday, April 21, 2010





today, I have took some pictures...and I have edited it......I post it...Just want to share...=)

This week is a busy week. The whole IPG Kampus Keningau are celebrating our 25 years Silver Jubilee for our campus. A series of activities were arranged and will be carry out within this week. Off course, we have a lot of fun not only among the trainees themselves but also between the lecturers, academic-staff and non-academic-staff. Feel very grateful on what I have now.

Still remember, first time I stepped my foot at this IP, what playing in my head was "What can I do in this small place?".But now, my mind changes, I really grateful. Here, director, lecturers,trainees and staffs all very kind.But some how , there are countless conflicts come up between us, not merely friendship,and companionship. More but not least.....IN-A-RELATIONSHIP!!!!Lol....

Well, that are out of my topic today already. I have joined the sukanneka for three days which kicked off on last Monday evening. Simpan air dalam botol,bowling padang, kereta sorong and etc. I truly like those activities as it makes me laugh and thus express my tension. Honestly, studying at here are not a bed of roses especially for me who is not competence in my main subject need to struggle very hard to survive in this place. So, this is a best time for me to release my tension. All the doings have smoothly conducted except tarik tali. A funny thing happened. The rope that we used suddenly dropped and all of my groups member fallen down. Not only once BUT twice!!!

Hahaha, this is because the rope that we used had been used for so long time, then it met its "doomsday" that day. Thus, due to short of materials , we canceled the game and lastly our group get the 12th consolation among the 12 teams. It does not means that our group is the last but every participate group have get there hampers.

In a nutshell, I like sukan neka and hope I can join in those program next time. =)

Friday, April 16, 2010

Once Open A Time











女孩,你要加油。。。。


Girl, Good Luck for your future....
If one day all of your love's one leave you,
Do not be afraid....HE is along with you until the END....


今天,发生了很多事。今天,我哭了。。泪不由自主的流下来。。。

哭了两次,
第一次,
是因为被欺负。。。。
原本,
我以为,
我可以继续假装。。

可是,
泪水却再也忍不住了。。

第二次,
心很疼,
却流不出泪。。
不明白为什么。。。

我曾经
爱过,
放弃过,
怀念过,
的他,
有了
另一个她。。。。

他和她。。
我看了她的照片,
很漂亮,
跟我比起来,
我不配。。。
毕竟,
我是伤害他的人,
就算我还是爱着他,
却再也没有资格去爱了。。。。

我不知道是什么样的感觉,
在我心里面。
得到消息后,
心揪了一下。。

那一刻,
想哭却又哭不出的感觉。。
那是什么???

虽然,
再回到你身边是不可能的事。。。
我祈祷,
我离开你以后,
你不难过,
你比从前快乐。。。。。。



Wednesday, March 31, 2010

最近,身体状况不怎么好。除了被一大堆的练习和活动“淹没”之外, 还被一大堆的功课“追杀“??!!!
嗯,
可能是天气的关系吧!
喉咙不舒服,超痒的。。
尤其
当我房间那个定时放屁虫,
放屁。。
我啊,
就不停地咳嗽。。。
嗨,
也不是什么啦!
只不过,
不习惯那种味道。。
有点呛。。。
真希望我能快点好起来。
那样的话,
我就比较容易做回“大侠” 了-MACDUFF....

话说回来,
昨天,
我竟然做了一件不懂是好还是坏的事。。
老实话,
我算是个公私分明的娃儿。。。
哈哈,
搞笑吧?
竟然称自己为 “娃儿”?
别慌,
偶尔耍一耍咱们的中国腔,
没啥不好的。。。
Ehem,
言归正传,
公私分明,
最讨厌那些滥用司法的人了。。
尤其是当上司的,
算老几啊??!!!
我从来都是对事不对人,
不该做的,
我绝不去碰。。
可是,
有时候,
难免,
意外会发生。。。
这其实是可以谅解的。。
只是。。。。


我搞不懂,
昨天的事,
是不是个意外?
我破了我的原则,
一个我守了很久的原则。。。。
老娘喂。。。
搞什么啊我??!!!
算了,
总之,
事情已经发生了,
能做什么呢?

现在,
我对我自己说,
没有下一次了!


p/s:本文只是当事人的心情感想,无牵扯任何一个人。。。

Thursday, March 25, 2010



Yesterday,
when I passed by the playground,
I have found something.

The tree,
with her abundance of flowers.
Pinky Fairies.
I called it her because
It was reminisced me someone who are very special and important in my life.

She,
an unknown person for nearly all of the people around me.
I never told,
as if only a few.

It was so beautiful for me,
At that moment.....
Honestly,
I have no see any such beautiful creatures in my life
after I have been here

This,
was the First time.
I appreciated and I hope
I can meet that kind of moment again in my life.

Not only once,
But,
Anytime and anywhere.

AS it brings me peaceful and reminiscing me....

Wednesday, March 24, 2010


曾经,
我是多么的爱你。尽我一切的去爱你。

曾经,
我和你是如此的亲密。

曾经,
以为我们会永远这样好。
只是,
世事难料。。。

有人说,
爱情是一场游戏。
但是,我不相信,
因为当时的我以为你会是我的一切。

所以,
我放下所有的防备,
卸下我的武装,
全心全意的去爱你。

我以为,
我的温柔,
能给你整个宇宙。
我以为,
我能全力填满你感情的缺口。
我以为的以为,
都只是以为。。

你,
把我们的爱情,
当成游戏。
如痴狠心。
你还带着武器,
伤害我。。。

爱-很真
伤-累累
痛-无尽
恨-缠绕
泪-涌蓄
念-不断

到最后
爱已经不存在。

分手伤了谁?
谁把它变美?
我的眼泪写成了诗,
一首无所谓。

虽然,
伤害过,背叛过,
但是,
还是很谢谢你
爱过我,
让我成长。

谢谢。。。。

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

I should be aware that after the 1 week break of college, my life started to go hard and hush again.
Yup. Totally busy!!!A numerous of things need to carry out.

Bulan Bahasa- Bicara Berirama
Language Camp
Drama- Macbeth
LDV's Assignment
SS's Assignment

Hu~~~I am so dizzy when I am looking on those stuff.Really, add load of burden on my shoulders. Nonetheless, I hope I can afford it since that is my duties as a trainee teacher. Well, I should perform my job as well as possible right?

Haha,when I am busy with those things, I keep my mind with something else. The things that I am gonna to do besides academic. Yup. I got a plan already, yet I am not sure how far I can carry it out.May be can or may be can't.

Erm, what else o? I don not really understand what is happened on me until I nearly can not focus on my study. Frankly, sometimes I so emo and lead to nothing to do on myself. I loss and I hope someone could helps me. I searched for him/her for a quite long time, but fruitless.

Lastly, I realised that HE, MY LORD. YOU are always beside me when I am stray during my life and along with me all the time. Give me an ounce of encourage and make me dare to dream and make it comes true. YOU is my lighthouse when I am in darkness and frightness. I cry and You are the only one who are willing to hear my weep. You are the sources of my peaceful and happiness.

GOD,
May You always with me in the moment I get hard in my life
and
You always in my mind......

不要以为, 我什么都不在乎。

不要以为,我什么都不介意。

不要以为, 我什么都可以忍受。

你对我做过的伤害,

无时无刻都在累积着。。。。

所以,

不要以为我不喊痛,

你就能够继续伤害我。。。

因为你听不到我的心痛,

你不懂。。

虽然你觉得那并没什么,

可是,

无形中伤害已经造成了。。。

Sunday, March 21, 2010

huh....finally, I got my new template for my blog.Hahaha.Anyway, thanks to Ms Jenny Lu for helping me. Gam Xia lah...
Erm, what to do o? Holiday is going to over after 12.00a.m tonight, then tomorrow start lecture already.
Well, no so much new for me during the holiday but WASTING MONEY!!!Puk Kai liao...No,no,no. I keeping on telling myself, it is the time to do my saving. I have planned to do many things in this few years and perhaps this year IF my budget enough for me to do so.

Oh ya. I have found "Autumn Concerto" DVD during my trip at KK, BUT EXPENSIVE!!!!Of course loh, the original one mah....However, only vol. 1 that I could find. "Volume 2 still not available yet", said by Taukeneoh."Perhaps it should on market in the following weeks." Alright, I will wait. I will wait until I have enough money to make it mine.

So, SAVING!!!That what I ought to do IMMEDIATELY!!!Hahaha...(crazy?insane?)
Alright, last I would like to share with you all is "World Vision Malaysia". This is an international organisation which emphasised on charity works. It is mainly authorised by the Christian. However, regardless any religions and races, all of us are encouraged to take part in this group. May activities will be held in a year, such as, "30 Famine","Children Sponsorship" and "Gift Giving". For those interested, you can know more via suffering the following website
http://www.worldvisionmalaysia.com.my

Thursday, March 18, 2010

分手之后,

不能当朋友。。。

因为,

彼此伤害过。。。

不能当敌人,

因为,

彼此相爱过。。。

所以,

只能当 “ 最熟悉的陌生人”。。

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Do not Kiss me,
Just Hug Me

Do not love me,
Be my Family

Borrowed me Your Hand,
A minute per Day.

Be mY closeT One,
But not Who's Gf/Bf.....

Please do not Open the Ribbon,
I don want to spoil my Hope

Please do not turn on the midnite's radio,
Do not ever indulge in love songs

Yet,
Love did not teach me how to survive
Instead,
It's asked me to trade my lies with innocent

But,
Love makes us become strangers
Not Soul mates

If,
I grabbed my HAND tightly,
Might,
I'm Worried
Lose My Dream

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

next stop....happiness


最近迷上了《下一站,幸福》。。。。
之前,完全不懂有这部戏的存在。
是有听说过,可是没看过。。。哈哈

可能老天爷要我看这部戏吧!
冥冥之中,

安排好了。
丁当,
《我爱他》
《你为什么说谎》
《亲人》。。。
这些歌都是我和《下一站,。。》的开始。。。

听过,没看过,=不懂,

听过,看过,才懂 下一站幸福,
原来,
是你。
就这样,我爱上你了。。。
丁当的唱功(没话说),

歌词, 旋律 (悦耳,感动~~~)
下一站(完美幸福~)
两个结合 (简直就是 天衣无缝~~~<3)
很欣赏丁当那感人歌声,
听了很有感触。。。

超喜欢《下一站》,
剧情,
虚幻却实际,
尤其是和任晓乐那一段美好时光^^..
超爱光希,慕橙的说,
拓也不错,
痴心很痴心,
以茜的爱干净利落,无私,
花姨很搞笑,
Gary,很爱钱(不过还是谢谢老板帮我加薪)哈哈。。。
这些角色不就是反映着我们身边的人吗?
就是喜欢这样的故事,
很贴近人心。
虽然,
我不知道自己会爱这部戏到多久,

可是, 我能确定的是,
我现在很喜欢。。。。。。
超级喜欢!!! 就是喜欢你~~
慕橙: “到哪一站都可以, 只要有你的那一站,就是幸福的一站。。。。”
希望, 你每一站都是幸福的。。。。





(p/s:我要全集啊!!!虽能跟我分享?i want the complete drama!!!!)

I felt very exhausted after struggling with English Studies paper.Wow!!!!You know...it's really a killing paper!!!I really dont have any ideas about the question asked especially the last part of thr paper. But, at least i managed to answer all the question...
I just use the Polya's Problem Solving Strategies, GUESS & CHEECK!!!!wakaka......I just hantam je lah.....Pass is pass!!!!i consoled myself!!!!
Yup. Dont ever think about the tragic pass time...huhuhuh...
Now, I should keep on my efforts on the next and also the last paper....Social Studies!!!!!
Oh My Beloved Mr HENRY....Can You Pray 4 Us???
Hahahaha......Yup. I need to stop now.....
Eat my Social Studies notes!!!Bye!~~N Gud Luck fOR all OF us~~~^^V..
Acha aCHa 5ting!!!!

Monday, February 8, 2010

最近真的很忙。 忙就算了, 竟然还要受别人气。。。。咳咳咳, 怎么会有这种人呢?无论如何, 我还是忍下来了。。。希望能够把功课赶完。。。愿上天保佑。。^^

Sunday, February 7, 2010

W**!!!!Y you don think about others? Why you so self-centered!!!!!You only think about yourself, dont you ever care about other's feeling? Damn BULL SHIT!!!Please take serious on whatever you do, dont just be a bossy person and only know how to instruct others EVEN TOUGH YOU ARE BOSS!!!BUT IT DOESNT MEANS THAT YOU CAN DO ANYTHING THAT YOU WANT!!!
WE were given the responsibility to do it, we were trusted and please don't make a shame on us. Try to do the best and bring your professional when doing the job!!!!! Such a kid!! Please lah, think maturely. You are noT more 18 years old.AND DON'T PUT YOUR PERSONAL THINGS IN DOING OUR JOB.....THAT'S NOT ONLY FOR YOU, BUT FOR US!!!!FOR ALL!!!!

Friday, February 5, 2010


Haha..I am quite happy today because i have been complimented by someone, that's my beloved lecturer, Mr John. He has noticed I was got little improvement in pronounciation.And then, he asked me,:“Do you realise that your speeking has improved?" Well, I was no ideas at that moment but I just simply answered,:" Yes, BUT A BIT". Then, he smiled.......hehehe......In deep of my heart, I quite blur but really happy about it because he has noticed and what is the significant thing is I have enhanced my pronounciation. THANKS MR JOHN...
Anyway, I still need to pull myself up to speek more as well as my writing.I admit it. My wrting is so poor no doubtly!!!!!Addmore, my MOCK EXAM is around the corner (appropriete 1 MONTH from NOW!!!) So, I should work harder to pass my exam as I know which level I am. Quote what Mr John always says:" Work hard as you know where you are, even tough you have good command of English Language, it's doesnt mean anything. Because if you dont put an effort on your study, one day you will fall down!!!"

So, dun play play ah...HEHE....GAMBATEH!!!all my friends. Wish us all the best and may GOD bless us always and also our lecturers and IP's director.^^